爱达荷州立大学中国学生学者联谊会

Chinese Association of Idaho State University (CAISU)

Bruce Jenner seemed to have it all. He was the 1976 Olympic decathlon Subliminal Guru Review champion who seemed too All-American to be true. He was the man on the Wheaties box and on the cover of Sports Illustrated. But in 1980, by his own account, you would never have recognized him.

I was living in the hills outside of Los Angeles, in a one- bedroom bungalow-where the dirty dishes filled the kitchen sink and a dried-out Christmas tree from the holidays four months ago sat in a clump beside the door-serving as the only attempt at interior decoration. I'd lost between fifteen and twenty pounds and years of physical inactivity had left me looking thin. I probably needed a haircut, but living alone with nobody to talk to, I would have been the last to know. I had just celebrated my fortieth birthday, and I desperately needed help. I'd lost all direction in life. I'd lost interest in business, and after two bad marriages, I didn't even want to think about dating. My self-esteem wasn't exactly soaring. In fact, I thought I was so unattractive that I spent thousands of dollars I didn't have on a nose job, only to have the surgeon botch it so badly he had to do it all over again.

Between personal appearances, my life consisted mostly of golf and learning to playa rented piano-I had lots of idle time. I had $200 in the bank, and almost $500,000 in debts. My main source of income was talking about the Games-about how I once was a winner, the man proclaimed the World's Greatest Athlete-while valiantly not letting on how much, and how long, I'd been losing. For somebody who'd won so much professionally, it was amazing how much I was suffering personally. I hoped that nobody could see the defeat and loneliness.

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